“'what the hell are you doing? Go google baklava :)'”
In writing up the joy of life my friend's convo's Hey Tumblr , there are no secrets right so in making 'Joy of life' I ran out and asked people and this is how helpful I found them. Friends convo me: tell me the joys of life? them: music me: anything else them: music,I just love music me: right...so you'd be dead if there was no music what about people,hobbies them: Oxygen me: true them: Life would be boring without music though It's everywhere me: anything else them: DONT DROP THAT THUN THUN THUN I'm in love with this song. No joke me: do you have tumblr them: maybe me: what are you - a spy now them: Yes I do me: haven't heard it - I believe you This is funny but I know for about 65% of people it's true , personally I could live without and just sinnngggggggg### my art guys will know how I sound (fecking horrible) Boyfriend's cheesey convo me: gimme ideas-joys of life? them: and joys of life?u me: hehehe d'awwww but seriously them: u, that's the serious answer me: but it needs to be general them: us me: needs to be general joys for everyone them: so ur asking the depressed person? me: yep them: urm... can i point out the flaw in that idea me: I already know it and thought about this before I ask you , do give me credit,may I point out an idea in that flaw,if you're depressed you may know what you wish you had or what people want to be happy by opposite logic them: I wish for u to be here with me,to hold the e woman I love me: :') that's sweet,BUT IT DOESN'T HELP THE DARN BLOG hehe them: its needed for ur blog?no idea then me: yh just a random thought haha can I use part of this convo? them: ok.... sure just let the people reading ur blog know that joy to me is you, nothing more, nothing less, joy is seeing your beautiful self, hearing your beautiful voice, knowing you are my love, my one and only, the moon to my stars, just my everything me: I'll do that and I'll try and be less cheesy - man I'm gonna look like a bitch them: why make it look less cheesy,if ur bringing me into it, its only fair they know exactly what i said me: okay then my cheesy boyfriend and if you mention the cheese joke im not including that I'm thinking that I should do more of these . So could you live without me and without music ? Do you feel able to live now? (This has probs lessen your chances so here's FREE HUGS) .
Joys of life IDK why the hell doing this , that romantic drama yesterday might of made me emotional .I swear I cried yesterday I couldn’t find a sock - Anywayyyzzzz….Joys Owls , joys-Let’s get the ball rolling :) like them new dyson. -Sarcasm -variation of people , food , clothes -Love -Solitude …I mean friends -Laughter -You can change direction at any point -Music which apparently everyone loves -TV …Coz if you hate people you can watch ,observe and judge them in a box . -Appearance-They have hair dyes , surgery -You can literally become a cow now if you wanted -You can give back to charities by blood or money or blood money - It all helps. -Body functioning .I.E.Breathing in those lovely gases Sooo…………..this didn’t go that well…Soo I googled it and googled told me about books. Sooo just throwing this out there , there’s a book online 50% rooms in Bangor and some holidays in North Wales. So apparently Google says joy of life are spending money on holidays…..I suppose that’s accurate (boy the hate list is going to be easy). Right so I refer you to http://thejoyoflifeblog.blogspot.co.uk/ ENJOY :) This was extremely hard to write

Joys of life

IDK why the hell doing this , that romantic drama yesterday might of made me emotional .I swear I cried yesterday I couldn’t find a sock - Anywayyyzzzz….Joys Owls , joys-Let’s get the ball rolling :) like them new dyson.

-Sarcasm
-variation of people , food , clothes
-Love
-Solitude …I mean friends
-Laughter
-You can change direction at any point
-Music which apparently everyone loves
-TV …Coz if you hate people you can watch ,observe and judge them in a box .
-Appearance-They have hair dyes , surgery -You can literally become a cow now if you wanted
-You can give back to charities by blood or money or blood money - It all helps.
-Body functioning .I.E.Breathing in those lovely gases


Sooo…………..this didn’t go that well…Soo I googled it and googled told me about books.

Sooo just throwing this out there , there’s a book online 50% rooms in Bangor and some holidays in North Wales. So apparently Google says joy of life are spending money on holidays…..I suppose that’s accurate (boy the hate list is going to be easy).

Right so I refer you to http://thejoyoflifeblog.blogspot.co.uk/
ENJOY :)

This was extremely hard to write

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Poor socks.
Sooooo…..Wedding in Mexico So my brother’s best friend is marrying his girlfriend and my brother is best man , and guess what - I’m invited …with my family . But it’s my first wedding so I’m a bit muffed.I mean this is coming from a girl who’s attended about 3/4 funerals before the age of 12. I mean what the hell do I wear , it’s Mexican - I mean that reminds me of red , but is that too bloody? YES PEOPLE , THESE ARE THE IMPORTANT QUESTION. It’s for 1-2 weeks for a wedding and to explore Mexico, my best mate’s brother seems okay and his girlfriend so should be okay, and it’s at a four star hotel with all the food and rooms.Should be great , I’ll miss my boyfriend for a week or two but that’s okay for time apart. WHO AM I KIDDING?! It’s going to be flipping amazing but shouldn’t we save the money , dad says to live your life , but I just feel something is going to happen which involves money and we may need it.I hate risks.

Sooooo…..Wedding in Mexico

So my brother’s best friend is marrying his girlfriend and my brother is best man , and guess what - I’m invited …with my family .

But it’s my first wedding so I’m a bit muffed.I mean this is coming from a girl who’s attended about 3/4 funerals before the age of 12. I mean what the hell do I wear , it’s Mexican - I mean that reminds me of red , but is that too bloody? YES PEOPLE , THESE ARE THE IMPORTANT QUESTION.

It’s for 1-2 weeks for a wedding and to explore Mexico, my best mate’s brother seems okay and his girlfriend so should be okay, and it’s at a four star hotel with all the food and rooms.Should be great , I’ll miss my boyfriend for a week or two but that’s okay for time apart.

WHO AM I KIDDING?! It’s going to be flipping amazing but shouldn’t we save the money , dad says to live your life , but I just feel something is going to happen which involves money and we may need it.I hate risks.

Hurt So lately I’ve been feeling hurt …I mainly blame myself , but is it really other people’s fault or our own - We let it affect us and we feed the hurt by thinking bad thoughts , and boy , can i think them. So recently I’ve started to see the world much clearer …or people rather , I just don’t get hurt…When hurt most people push others away , but is that because them ,themselves want to be alone or … is it because they are pushing them away to grab their attention and so the other person comes back closer. But you can only get hurt if you get close , we get rewarded at school for being kind and caring but in the real world , you have to fight and not care too much what others think and be more aware of yourself to get up to the top nowadays , whilst the people at the top like celebs seem to spread the word about being kind .Not to say celebs are cold hearted people , I mean they are great - I just don’t see how this helps. Maybe I’m writing this because I’m so hurt and broken by this dysfunctional world we live in where nothing makes sense.. I mean if everyone was kind..well that wouldn’t work -where’s the honesty and criticism - I suppose there is good and bad to everything …I’m just still trying to figure it all out. So what do you do when you hurt? Me?I write till I cry and then pretend it’s all alright by laughing and smiling when it’s not and then I hide my tears if someone hugs me …hiding your tears you shouldn’t do - that doesn’t make you weak because you have been strong for too long. Well why don’t I take my own advice? Because my own head and my own advice isn’t suited for me - it will destruct everything ( Sorry , sound like a drama queen) but it’s true :/ If I was going to follow my advice I should of when I was 9 .And i don’t know where I am….the future is unknown but seems destructive , the present is where I cry and the past is lost. What makes you upset? I make myself upset .. I think too much , worry , cry , worry , cry constantly all day in my head and fake smiles , mustn’t forget them. But what ironically makes me happy is making someone else happy for a brief moment , so I can share that moment. I don’t know how to stop hurt or how to stop hurting , but I do know what it is .Do you?>

Hurt

So lately I’ve been feeling hurt …I mainly blame myself , but is it really other people’s fault or our own - We let it affect us and we feed the hurt by thinking bad thoughts , and boy , can i think them.

So recently I’ve started to see the world much clearer …or people rather , I just don’t get hurt…When hurt most people push others away , but is that because them ,themselves want to be alone or … is it because they are pushing them away to grab their attention and so the other person comes back closer.

But you can only get hurt if you get close , we get rewarded at school for being kind and caring but in the real world , you have to fight and not care too much what others think and be more aware of yourself to get up to the top nowadays , whilst the people at the top like celebs seem to spread the word about being kind .Not to say celebs are cold hearted people , I mean they are great - I just don’t see how this helps.

Maybe I’m writing this because I’m so hurt and broken by this dysfunctional world we live in where nothing makes sense..
I mean if everyone was kind..well that wouldn’t work -where’s the honesty and criticism - I suppose there is good and bad to everything …I’m just still trying to figure it all out.

So what do you do when you hurt? Me?I write till I cry and then pretend it’s all alright by laughing and smiling when it’s not and then I hide my tears if someone hugs me …hiding your tears you shouldn’t do - that doesn’t make you weak because you have been strong for too long.

Well why don’t I take my own advice? Because my own head and my own advice isn’t suited for me - it will destruct everything ( Sorry , sound like a drama queen) but it’s true :/

If I was going to follow my advice I should of when I was 9 .And i don’t know where I am….the future is unknown but seems destructive , the present is where I cry and the past is lost.

What makes you upset? I make myself upset .. I think too much , worry , cry , worry , cry constantly all day in my head and fake smiles , mustn’t forget them. But what ironically makes me happy is making someone else happy for a brief moment , so I can share that moment.

I don’t know how to stop hurt or how to stop hurting , but I do know what it is .Do you?>

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October 26th: Favorite Quote or One Liner?
"We’re all stories in the end, just make it a good one, eh?" -The Eleventh Doctor in The Big Bang,
A quote that I thought was good to live by, so I got it tattooed on my foot so I can remember it as I walk through each day writing my story.




Which Tattoo would you get and why?
“Science can only explain what it can explain. You must learn the science behind things before they can be explained. Asking science to explain what happened before the Big Bang, for instance, or any unobservable, unrepeatable event given our current understanding, is to misunderstand the very nature of science. Just because we don’t know something doesn’t mean science can’t explain it. And conversely, faith should never explain anything. That’s kind of what “faith” means. Don’t try to explain things with faith; it’s like trying to propel yourself forward with farts. You feel like maybe all the pieces are there, but it falls apart under scrutiny.”
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Poor socks.